11:55pm Saturday July 26th, 2025
I don't KNOW if my husband is on something... like speed, or some other drug or what but he's come in from work the last two evenings (he's working day shift through tomorrow... 5 days in a row, and he is NOT used to day shift... as he works NIGHTS 95 percent of the time the last 6 years). He acts like he's taken something to make him stay awake and keep moving... MORE than Adderall and energy drinks. I don't KNOW how he has not fallen out literally...
He's said his work days have not been too difficult but yet he's gone 12 hours and came home yesterday and this evening... and just worked outside... bar-b-qued yesterday...(he made me trim and season a port loin and big rack of ribs two days ago... or was it three.... idk now... anyway and bitched about the Vision grill I bought him 4 years ago with my money... IT WAS ALL THE RAGE.... back then... he wanted a GRILL... the egg shaped kind.... I paid $550 dollars for that one used, but in excellent condition and bought him a gas propane insert to make it gas if he wanted... paid another $200 for that... (all this was out of my money...) ( I was working up until 2021 out of the home). (not just in home online like now).
So the reason he worked in the yard (he mostly just went and got sand from the park a few miles away... like 8 cat litter buckets full yesterday and again today...) that's what he really did... and piddle outside yesterday and today... IN THE RAIN... like he was SO BUSY. HE also brought home a bunch of thrown away 4x4 post about 4 ft tall, with LONG spikes about the size of your little finger sticking out of them about a FOOT LONG.... he threw about 12 of these all over the back yard RIGHT where I have to walk in front of the 4 x 8 ft dog house I had built in the summer of 2024 (because my dogs where in a back yard with NO trees and only about 15 percent shade... only tree back there is a half alive one about 8 ft tall).
Anyway my husband threw about 12 of those 4 x 4 " x about 4 ft long post in both pathways... the one coming around the dog's house where ME and the DOGS have to pass through to get to their water bucket (I clean it everyday and refill it at night where it's cooler). PLUS, he threw about 20 bricks ALL over, from the yard gate going into the dog yard ALL the way around the house to where their water bucket it... MY SISTER TOLD ME TONIGHT, HE'S TRYING TO MAKE ME TRIP AND FALL AND HURT MYSELF. (She said it would be very very suspicious IF two wives he'd been married to BOTH had fallen at home and been hurt badly.... His first wife (deceased fell several times here and hurt herself badly... reinjuring her bad several times...) HOW DANGEROUS IS 4 X 4 INCH POST 4 FOOT LONG WITH METAL SPIKES STICKNG OUT OF THEM?????? METAL SPIKES LIKE A BIG LAG BOLT A FOOT LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT only could I trip and fall into the two piles he made (WITH THE BIG 12 INCH LONG BOLT POINTS STICKING UPWARD) BUT THE DOGS (MY SHEPHERD AND PIT BULL) COULD IMPALE THEMSELVES ON TO THOSE, when PLAYING OR RUNNING, AND TRIP INTO THEM!!!! )
He's finally at 11 pm went to lay in bed... BUT he had to bitch about the refrigerator needing cleaning out (THAT'S A LIE) AND THEN HE BEGIN BITCHING ME OUT OVER A BABY MONITOR CAMERA WE...AS IN HE AND I.... PUT UP IN OUR BEDROOM IN JAN 2021, when we finally got to go on a honeymoon a YEAR after we married!! My husband begin bitching and raging at me that I was videoing him without his knowledge?? LIES... He helped me put that baby monitor camera up... back then where I could talk to my cat that stays in our bedroom.... IT'S BEEN UP FOR 4 1/2 YEARS.
I TOLD ALL THREE OF THEM... HE'S 27 yr. old son... his 24 yr. old daughter and HIM about 2 months ago when she attacked me for the second time in a week (May when she stayed her with US for a freaking month) THAT THERE ARE 7 CAMERAS IN THIS HOUSE... Actually there are but only 4 working ones inside.
AFTER HIS FREAKING PSYCHO DAUGHTER attacked me for the second time back in May I ordered several RING cameras and have them hidden.... I WILL NOT be without cameras while I have to be here... and especially since his son raged at me back then and also fought with his dad (my husband) and refused to go to his room with my husband yelling and cussing and raging at him (his 27 yr. old son) to go to his room and LEAVE ME ALONE. So now there will ALWAYS BE CAMERAS UP AND ON. I HAVE TOLD ALL THREE OF THEM... IN MAY. I WILL NEVER MENTION IT AGAIN TO THEM BUT I WILL KEEP THE CAMERAS GOING 24/7. I HAVE ONE IN THE LIVING ROOM CURRENTLY ....SOON TO BE ON ON FRONT ENTRY DOOR AND BACK DOOR ALSO. That will be 3 in the living room/kitchen/front door areas. I have one in our bedroom also... I can care less if it captures videos of me naked. IT'S GOING TO STAY RUNNING 24/7. I AM GOING TO CONCEAL THE three in the kitchen/livingroom/front door areas in photos /and /or vases...etc... And also conceal the soon to be two in our bedroom in pictures...
THERE WILL BE NO MORE TIMES where I do not have cameras to record...NOT since his 24 yr. old daughter attacked me physically TWICE in a week back in May (2025) this year.
He just interrupted my writing here... (I'm in bedroom at my desk in corner). It's now 1:15 am, an hour and 15 minutes AFTER I begin writing.... for the last hour, I've been cleaning his cell phone... charging it... and connecting bluetooth ear buds to it as he says he dropped it in muddy water yesterday in the back yard (he was out there in pouring rain... at the bar-b-que, and fooling around from 5pm until 10 pm last night... I mean Friday night... then last night...Saturday night (earlier) he was out there until 10:30 pm and finally took off his second change of wet clothes and go in bed about 11pm. WHAT did he do from 5 pm until 10 pm again last night?????? All he did was go get 8 more buckets of sand... from the park a few miles away, pick up all those thrown away 4x4 post with the spikes in them off the side of the road out of someone's garbage, and put 3 small light bulbs in the two lights on either side of the carport out from (city house)???? THAT'S ALL HE DID IN 5 HOURS OUTSIDE TODAY.... HOW DO I KNOW.... I SEE WHAT HE'S DONE AND I ALSO LOOKED OUTSIDE ABOUT 20 TIMES... I took him drinks 3 times in 5 hours. He was just standing around like he was in a daze or sitting around like he was in a daze... I feel like he took something to keep him awake.... like speed or something... either he took some type of drug or either he took A LOT of EXTRA Adderall with energy drinks before he came in from work about 4:10 last evening.
My sister and I also think my husband has been stopping at the two roadside casinos with poker machines, etc on his way home from work many times... Idk.... but I feel certain he has stopped several times to gamble. Several months ago he also got a letter from Discover card stating he could no longer use the card for cash advances or on gambling sites. That means HE WAS using the card for such!!
I'm exhausted mentally the last 2 days. I've barely been able to be around him at all. The last two evenings... Friday and Saturday.... HE basically made me be on my feet running to do things for him here the entire 5 hours he was running around like a chicken with it's head cut off! I used to not mind doing anything for my husband until ME and MY SISTER figured out about a year and a half ago he MAKES up work for me on purpose, out of spite to make me exhausted on purpose.
My sister was very worried tonight when she found out about all the 4 x 4 post he threw in the yard with the huge metal spikes a foot long sticking out of them.... She was very concerned my husband is attempting to hurt me (or cause me to hurt myself) on purpose.... and she is convinced that he made his first wife had "accidents" by putting things in her way to trip over, etc... like he's done to me the last year and a half... BUT that has NOT worked with me!!