My husband left for work about 3:30am... I ran his bath water, put down the mat to step out on for him, mixed him an energy drink packet in water, lay out his clothes for him, got him a towel / wash cloth and placed it by the tub for him. I also gathered his lunch foods and packed them for him. This was at 2:41am. About 12 minutes before (before 2:41 am, which is when I got him up to bath) he had thrown a stupid, useless RAGE fit... WHY???? Because he'd gotten up about 2:20 am to go to the bathroom, and to eat two "dumplings" I'd just cooked about 30 minutes before for me and saved him two dumplings stuffed with chicken... Anyway he'd eaten those and lay back down to nap for 15 more minutes. I was at my desk in the other end of the bedroom about 14 ft away from him. ALL AT ONCE I heard him cussing and raging in a fit. I looked over and concerned asked him "What's wrong....?" getting up and walking over to him... in bed. He started his BS about "I need this TV turned off when I come in here to sleep..." just going on in a rage... HE HAd turned the TV off and then hit a remote button and turned it back on and so this put him into an unreasonable rage????? HIS PROBLEM was he laid awake ALL night until nearly 1am listening to music on the TV on youtube and also watching different things AND had his face stuck in his laptop also the entire time.
So when I walked over to the bed to attempt to sooth him and help him he verbally attacked ME>>>> I had slept only from 10:20pm until midnight and then woke up, staying up until 2:30 am so I would not oversleep and could run his bath and make certain HE was up... so I was TIRED also. He verbally attacked me saying all kinds of stupid things and attempting to deflect his staying up NOT sleeping on me. I just said "Well, you hit a button and turned the TV back on is all that happened... " then he went off in another RAGE about having the TV on...etc....etc... I told him, "I didn't have it on ...." HE USED that simple statement to RAGE more... one thing lead to another and I WAS tired... too tired for his bullshit... I told him "Shut up and go back to sleep a few minutes..." He cussed and raged and I cussed back...."I told him you are a f*cking raging psycho.... and I'm sick of your bullshit! NO one told you to watch TV all night and not sleep... I haven't even been IN the bed yet." (I'd sleep an hour and a half in my big chair in the corner by the bed). HE RAGED saying any stupid thing. I told him, "YOU run your own f*cking bath water and do ALL the other sh*t I do for you YOURSELF." HE popped his mouth off again in meanness of course.... saying, "I'm tired of going to work for you... YOU go out and get a job!" (SINCE he forced me to take the covid vaccines in 2021 I've had all sorts of muscle stiffness and at times have barely been able to move... ALSO, I don't have the health I did have 3 years ago from his abuse of me either...)
I've been attempting to build up some online income streams the last year that he KNOWS NOTHING about / of, or he would RAGE and demand to know "WHAT"... This online things are selling print on demand items (I'm about to begin this.) Writing, website work, etc. He would try to make me stop if he had any inkling of these income sources... WHICH I PRAY GET HUGE QUICKLY... SO I CAN INDEED OWN MY OWN PROPERTY SOON. ALL that wasted energy for NOTHING this early in the morning... ME trying my BEST to get him up and make everything easy for him... and him acting like an ass and THEN telling me "You're an ass..." and deflecting his rage to me.
AS for working for ME.... he's putting out $2500 at least a MONTH for his 25 yr old daughter to "live on her own".... and we've been doing this 3 years!!
OH, and she just got a new job and has only worked about a week and a half... about 8 days total and is ALREADY taking off today to go to a wedding? (This is about her 7th job in the last 2 1/2 years and SHE'S never even worked 5 full months at ALL of them combined).
Anyway she just got a new job at (OF ALL PLACES) a psychiatric hospital....??? It's an "oxymoron" for her to work at a psychiatric hospital working with patients, with her violent temper, hatefulness and meanness toward her 7 previous roommates and me... over the last 3 years. NOT to mention her kicking her Dad in the legs and punching him in the back before. She "took" psychological classed in college thus she thinks "she all that"....and I think she thinks she's hiding her own psychopathic personality by working in places like this...? She worked two other places, one for about a month and a half, and the other for perhaps a week or two before. It has concerned me that she will lose her temper in a fit of RAGE and get violent with some of the patients...
The last place she worked about two months ago... a "kid" who was autistic hit her in the face with a metal plate. I seriously wondered WHAT she had did to the kid? My thought was got ugly with it (I don't know if it was a boy or girl... a boy I think but IDK) and attempted to force the child to do something.
She is supposedly a "transgender" man... she's been taking hormones since around March 2024 and had her breast removed in July 2024. (A highschool friend of her did the same thing a few months before her... and so she had to do it also.) WHAT was weird was her wanting to call her mother's old friends and everyone her dad knew and tell everyone?? I grew up with a gay friend and I 've been around a few transgender people and I'VE NEVER know any to just blatantly attempt to push their changes on others, or do or act like she did.
HER DAD was actually horrified of her decision... IN early 2024 he talked to me about her... saying he was embarrassed to go into a store with her or take her shopping (she refuses to drive herself... although she KNOWS how to drive). My husband told me... "Do you see all that thick black hair on her legs? Why doesn't she shave it? I'm embarrassed to be seen in a store with her..." So he did not even attempt to talk to her about having her breast removed.
I also wonder/ and think, that her decision to "become a man" actually stims from her brother's sexual abuse of her years ago (six years ago before her Dad and I married). I'm 99 percent certain he sexually molested her before she was 17... (and up until about that time... I think it begin when she was very young... like 11 or 12). Even my husband's sister has asked me about this several years ago. I've also seen her brother just "LUST" openly over her in years gone by like the first two years I was here... AND let's not forget he made vulgar sexual passed at me the first couple years I was here 3 times openly and other times more subtly...sigh. I'm not being hateful but both my husband and his two adult children (now 25 1/2 and 28 1/2) are truly psychotic, to say the least. Thus, I think her decision to become a "man" STIMS from her brother's sexual molestation of her... and when her friend decided to remove her breast and take hormones to become a "man"... she (My husband's daughter) saw a way out of her femininity and by becoming "a man" she would not have to ever endure a man's sexual abuse again.
It's almost 4:30.... I need to get some sleep as I have to drive 120 miles round trip to our old country house to tend the goats and cats today and be back before 2pm... so I can do several things around here BEFORE my husband gets home from work...
