I really want a divorce and out of this bullshit abuse. I WANT MY HUSBAND TO BE MADE TO PAY OFF OUR OLD COUNTRY HOUSE AND SIGN IT OVER TO ME COMPLETELY AND BE MADE TO PAY ME $1600 a month, AT LEAST, to help me live.
I want my husband to PAY off our old country house and PUT IT SOLELY IN MY NAME WERE I CAN HAVE A PLACE TO GO WITH MY ANIMALS. I CAN LIVE THERE UNTIL I SELL IT AND GO GET MY OWN PLACE WHERE HE WILL NOT KNOW WHERE I AM.
June 22cd, 2025 Sunday 4:23 am
My husband came in about 4:03 am I came out of the bedroom from putting clean sheets on the bed. He was talking on the phone to his f*cking 27 year old son that LIVES with US... and has the entire 5 1/2 years of OUR MARRIAGE. He promised me BOTH his adult "kids" would BE OUT OF OUR HOUSE BEFORE HE FIRST YEAR WAS UP. BEFORE we married he told me they were transitioning OUT. THAT was 6 f*cking years ago. I"M SO PISSED --->>>> NO MAD... I could knock him out (the husband and his smart ass hateful son). I came out of the bedroom from making the clean bed, and heard he telling his son on the phone he would let him know in a day or two what days to take off from work... He said it three times. I asked him what that was about when he hung up. He said, "Me and him are going to spend some time together." I said, "What do you mean ?" I had to go back to our bathroom to pee... and hurried away to the bedroom shutting the door hard because I was in a hurry. Before I could get back out of the bedroom he was coming in the door yelling and cussing at ME.
My husband was yelling and cussing and telling me, " You slamming fucking doors? You are not going to tell me what I'm going to do. You are not going to fucking keep me from my family. I will do what I want, and I don't need your fucking permission... " AND he proceeded to yell and RAGE on and on adding, "I'm not your fucking slave, you are not my fucking boss. I will do what I fucking want."
I finally begin yelling back and told him I told you I have to PEE.... "I was hurrying to the bathroom... and trying to shut the door." He kept RAGING.
He's (husband) a Narcissistic sociopath, and he treated his first wife this way UNTIL HIS FUCKING 27 year old son OVER DOSED his own mother!!!!!!!!!!!! HIS SON and DAUGHTER ARE BOTH, I BELIEVE, Psychopaths... HOW can a son kill his own mother, by overdosing her with her own morphine pills and NOT be a psychopath? WE are not talking about a "child" but a 21 YEAR OLD MAN that talked continually about this for almost a year to me... after my husband and I first married. THIS 21 YEAR old man also made 3 sexual overtures to me that same first year. TWICE he trapped me (ONCE ... the first time in the kitchen pantry) and pressed his hard penis to me butt). WHAT made him THINK he had any right to do that? I fully believe he was doping his mother up and having sex with her. He was obsessed with her when I married my husband.
----->>>> Epiphany Moment --->>>>> What if that's HOW he killed her/ why he killed her??? What if he had doped her up to have sex with her? (I have not thought of this angle of WHY he killed her. I thought and actually still do think, he was JEALOUS of her because his dad put her over him. (AS he should have.) I KNOW he's jealous of ME... He tried breaking my things, and did break several of my things through the years. I believe her BROKE many of his mother's things because when I came here there was very little of her left here... I mean nearly nothing to show she's ever been here.
I want a divorce. I want my husband to pay off our old country house and put it in my name. I will live there until I sell it and buy my own place where he doesn't even know here I am because he's not going to ever leave me alone if he knows were I am. I'm about ready to publish all these pages. I'm tired of hiding and being constantly abused. I believe him and his daughter hurt my girl dog badly and she died a few days later... I KNOW my husband killed the orange and white cat at our old country house a year and a half ago. I KNOW how many times he's pushed, shoved, hit, choked me and knocked me down. I know he picked up a shovel and reared it back over his shoulder to hit me with it... I know he tried to jump of the truck with me driving on the interstate. I KNOW he punched the little billy goat in the face three times with his fist. I KNOW He kicked the dog as HARD as he could with his steel toed work boot in the chest. I KNOW he tried to kick the pit bull puppy in the side about two months ago when he came in the back door... (that was with his steel toed work boot also). If I had not jerked the puppy out of his reach with the leash he WOULD have kicked him. I KNOW he's put of his foot with the steel toed boots and kicked my big shepherd boy dog backward knocking him into the dog house/ knocking him down about 2 1/2 months ago. Also, about 2 months ago my big white shepherd dog lost a tooth in the front bottom. I don't know why. I wonder if my husband hit him in the mouth with something? (He's 25 months old so I don't think he lost a baby tooth.... he should have had all his permanent teeth.)
YOU know my husband and I have been paying his daughters rent, electric bill, water bill, internet bill, phone bill, and grocery bill for 4 1/2 years NOW. WE put out $4000 dollar on her from May 3rd through June 7th this year (2025) . IF HE CAN PUT OUT THAT MUCH MONEY ON HER AND PAY FOR HER "LIVE ON HER OWN IN AN APARTMENT"---------------->> THEN HE CAN PAY OFF OUR OLD COUNTRY HOUSE AND SIGN IT OVER TO ME, AND PAY ME $1600 a month to help me LIVE.
With all the physical abuse he's did to me the last five years, I do not have the physical health I used to have.
I worked up until 2021.... I got unemployment doing that year also. My point is he took all my money I had saved and MADE me give it to him. He put it into his accounts. HE made me buy that little 2005 chevy truck... and he's done nothing but TRY to tear it up ....by beating it to near pieces with... it looked about an 8 1/2 or 9 out of 10 when I got it ...NOW it looks like about a 4 1/2 out of 10!!!
MY HUSBAND should HAVE to give me the old country house PAID OFF and give ME $1600 a MONTH, at least, to help me live. HE SHOULD BE MADE to do this where I can be out of this senseless emotional, mental and physical abuse.
OVER THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF I CAN BARELY STAY HERE WITH ALL HIS ABUSE AND HIS ALLOWING HIS 24 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER AND 27 YEAR OLD SON TO TOTALLY DISRESPECT HIM AND ME, along with knowing that his son killed his own mother.