Did she hurt my Dog and is that why she died? Husband is watching that stupid movie "Heretic" again for the 25th time or MORE.
June 4th, 2025 4:18 am
My husband got in from work about 4... I had him an egg, cheese and ham grilled sandwich made on a bun with mayo. He's been calm since he got here... which I'm thankful for.
I WANT away from here... I do love him. That doesn't matter anymore because he's has a very violent and abusive personality. He abused, bullied, mistreated, and threaten, his deceased wife for 20 years. (He and his two "kids" bullied, and abused THEIR MOTHER mentally, physically and emotionally... They were addicted to her morphine and other pain meds when I came here 6 1/2 years ago, when we (my husband and I) begin dating.) The three of them have severe mental and emotional issue. THEY are ALL THREE VIOLET, and abusive toward others.
HE TOOK his daughter to the smaller town 40 miles away (in the opposite direction of the big city she moved from which is also 40 miles the opposite) from here. Our city house. She had food to eat, etc... BUT at about 7pm she orders $41.00 worth of food through Uber Eats... ???? IN the last month my husband has put out/paid out at LEAST $3300 for her. Just her past /last apartment rent was almost $700 paid on May 3rd... and she physically fought with her roommate there and DID NOT even stay but a few days AFTER I paid the freaking rent. HE paid $65 for a 14 lb. bag of science diet cat food for her cat at Tractor Supply two weeks ago... and USED my $50 in points I'd been saving to do it. For $65 I could have bought cat and dog food for my animals for 2 weeks at least! She is taking MALE hormones again... like her temper is NOT uncontrollable and violent enough???? I read the male hormones usually make woman have balding. (I'm not being mean but that would be funny for her...) I'M REALLY SICK of my husband's bullshit and not making his 24 and 27 year old ADULT "kids" be responsible and accountable. They way she is my sister thinks, as I do, that she will not be up there long before she bullies someone and gets into a physical fight and gets PUT UNDER the jail for it. It would serve her RIGHT. (blacked out face photo at left)
I"M MAD tonight.... I REALLY believe (unless GOD Himself tells me otherwise) that she hurt my 7 year old girl dog a second time when I was not here and caused her to die. I was so mad and hurt thinking about this tonight. I think that's WHY SHE sent my husband a video of my dog and called him a couple nights before she passed away BECAUSE she KNEW she had hurt her badly and was trying to cover her ass. I have REALLY BEEN angry and HURT tonight and missing my girl... I raised her from a puppy. Her mother and grandmother and daddy were rescue dogs. I had her from birth. I truly miss her and she's been on my mind all night. I've spent half the night crying. IF I KNEW for one hundred percent CERTAIN, she would have HELL to pay from ME.
They (the three of them) just don't know how many times my knowing God and being HIS child has kept me from retaliation for their bullshit, abuse, meanness and threats. THEY just do NOT KNOW HOW MANY times God has stopped me from all the things I've thought about doing, that they have accused me of that I'VE NEVER DONE TO THEM.
My husband came and got into bed and immediately begin watching that stupid movie that I hate, Heretic again for the 25th time... all it's about is a psychotic man abusing and controlling women. AS I've written before... I SEE why his likes it.... I think because he pictures HIM doing that. I also think if he "lives vicariously" through that movie!!!
I'M MORE TIRED THAN I CAN EVEN SAY... YEARS OF BUILT UP TIRED. I CAN BARELY STAND TO BE HERE TONIGHT.
